~i will be fine..~

i promised myself not to check on him,i mean his page,ever again BUT i hv just broke that promise..huhu..please banie,make that the last time..i hv no wish to see myself sad and being weepy over the past lg..and pleasee dun let him get into my dreams again..huhu.

should i apply firewall barrier,or sumthing like that?i wish!hee.

tell me how am i going to live well,without even hv a second to think about him and the-stupid-past again if sumtimes u butted in my stupid-weird-mengarut-dreams when i am very sure i got over u?and that resulted me being nthpape again to check over his page lg.duuuhhh..*stupid*

kuz ckp klu tbe2 kita termimpikan sseorg,tu ada bbrp mkna..
1.kita slalu pk psl dia sgt
2.kita rindu dia
3.klu kita takde pk lgsg psl dia,rindu apetah lg tp kita mmpikan dia tbe2,mknanye mungkin dia yg teringatkan kita..

yeke?em..dunno..all i know,i want him to go away..*me myself yg kne berusaha disini..huhu*taknak pk,taknak terserempak,sume taknak..kat sini (*finger pointing at my chest*) dh ok,alhamdulillah tp kat sini (*pointing at my head*) yg kdg2 fail..huhu..tp kdg2 kegagalan *pointing at head* boleh menyebabkan yg disini *myheart* sakit..sikitla..hehe.

tp takpe i know i can do it..i will be fine..gradually..amin.

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