dreamt of that someone lasnite.haishh.but i dont feel em,sad and miserable abt that dream anymore,unlike the last time he appeared.i felt sad and i hated myself for that.but not anymore.everytime he appeared to be a part of my dreams,we never talked to each other pun.that was the reality anyway.i just looked at him and he wasnt aware abt me looking at him.no,it was not stalking.he just happened to be there,in less than 1km radius from me.haishh.and there were some times i looked at him into the eyes.haish..pergi jauh!pergi jauh!
my early weeks/months at smdu 12years ago were sucks.there were this so called mean girls yg suka mengacau aku sbb aku rampas bf dia.that was what she thought la.pandai la dia,bf dia yg menggatal.aku plak yg kena.
"ni la budak tu..kalau aku sepak b***** dia cmne?haha"
all her friends-"haha!"
cakap betul2 belakang aku tuh.bodoh gila.everytimei bumped into her msti kena punye lah.selalu dowh terasa dibuli dgn dia.i was 13 okk.masih berlari melompat kijang sana sini.masih tepon mak nanges2 lagi.tak pk langsung pn bf ke****h tu.masa tu rasa tak sukeee sgt nak dtg sekolah.
dan beberapa hari lepas aku rasa balik perasan tak suke tuh.tak suka nak balik rumah..kot..boleh?tp nasib baik sekarang dah ok.sbb ada chomel dgn zita yang meneman,yang memekak kan dunia aku.hihi.bak kata chomel,"kak,itu terapi untuk akak yg baru balik keja okk" bila aku ckp suara diorang nyaring tak hingat.
owh,ckp psl my hsemates ni.diorang punya bahasa mmg,em,klaka kot.especially chomel.
"bengang dowh aku dgn dia.muka budget gila.eyy minah tu..mati please."
sopan je bunyi nya.siap ada please.padahal suh pegi mati.haha.korg ptt dengar dia punya intonasi tau.haha
haishh..dah 1.00am.banyaknye mengeluh entry ni.
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