.banie,spill.

"Love is blind but friendship closes its eyes"

now playing: Lady Gaga-just dance

banie,mkn gj buta eyh?huhu.not that i skip doing my job,but i hv none of them.atleast right now.plus k.zira is taking offday today,so double boring.eh,triple. ^_~
so to keep time passing thru me without me realizing it,nothing better than this..hihi.

6 december 2008-Zana's big day.minta maaf zana.tak dapat datang.tp doa aku sentiasa bersama kamu.zana was my dorm-mate for 4years back in ASBKJ dlu.last time we met,erm,bila ye..i think it was before et fly ke dublin.msa jmpe ramai2 tuh. kecik molek je orgnye.suara halus je.bulu mata lentik sgt dan cantik budaknya.eh,budak plak.sorry..Zana,semoga majlis berjalan dgn lancar..semoga bahagia ke akhir hayat..aku teringin sgt nk dtg,rindu sgt dgn ko tp tak dpt.ada hal lain.minta maaf.

urm..kwn kami yang paling pemalu (sue) dan yg paling kecik yg kahwin dlu rupanya.. ;-)

25 dec 08-hawa is getting enganged.my bestest besfren pn is changing her status soon.arghh,msti next raya dah tak bape best,especially kalau hawa raya kat Kelantan.i am happy for her tp kenapa ada rasa mcm,erm..tak best?i wont be able to bug her anytime i like dh pasni.huhu.takleh nk ngade2 dgn dia dh..banie ni..tak baik tau ada rasa cmni.u shud happy for her and pray for her happiness.its not like shes leaving pn."she is leaving me."..yes tp ke tempat yg lebih bagus,peringkat yg lebih mencabar..dat is a good thng kn..bukannye takleh jmpe lg ke ape.."yeah,i know.."

hawa is like UHU that glued us (nana,nora,banie,anem) together.she put efforts on this friendship more than we do.
"hawa,aku balik mgu ni..korang sume ade x?"-banie
"hawa,banie tak balik ke cuti ni?"-nora
"hawa,aku baru smpai rumah.aku balik kl balik selasa ni."-anem
"hawa,jgn lupe tau bwa diorang dtg knduri nnt.aku dh fwd msg kat sume org."-nana
see,we attached to each other because of her.bukanlah kami mengharapkan dia je.tp hawa is like an information centre for us la.why la me ni?for having such feeling..kenapa rasa mcm aku akan nanges je bla nk congratulate dia nnt ek?ish,takde la..skng je rasa mcm tu.hormon takstabil kn..nnt on the day,ok sahaja.eh,apsal rase nk nanges nih?!waaaaaaa..

sapa ye nama bakal tunang dia..emm..ngaa..boleh tak tak igt nme bakal tunang dia!!huhu..bkn ape..sbb yg ni special skit.tak mcm yg sebelum ni. (ye,hawa mmg ramai Exes (bknla two-timing) + peminat).mana dia pergi,msti ada yg trus tangkap buh kat hati masing2.haha.smpaikan aku n anem pnh ckap,"hawa ni mana dia pegi ade je yg sangkut.bkn sangkut main2 tu.sume main sangkut nk wat isteri punye.pakai ilmu ke ape hawa ni?" "tu la psl.." ;p
siap ada yg bersaing secara sihat lg i tell u!hebat tak hebat cik hawa kita ni..hee

ok,kembali pada bakal tunang dia ni.yg ni,tak lama sgt pn diorang knl.lepas tu trus dat guy dtg rumah.dia kata nk dtg beraya tp sebenarnye dia trus nyatakan hasrat hati pada mak abah hawa.mak abah dh stuju,hawa pn cuba la..smpi la sekarang..tunang..rasenya awl thn depan langsungnya..sekejap je kn..
raya haji ni balik nk BULI dia puas2!lepas ni dh ssh dh..heheh

25 januari 09-"bug,aku b'tunang 25 jan nnt.ko wajib dtg tau..raye cina.."
in this wide world,only two people who called me Bug.dan sy suka bila dipanggil begitu.hehe.mereka adalah my beloved frens,Yam and Kuzetda.but that sms was from kuzetda.dia dr dlu lagi dh pesan."aku kawen nnt,yam dgn banie msti dtg seminggu awl.tlg wat keje.aku tunang,korg ant senarai yg wajib dtg okk."
insyaAllah..harap-harap takde aral melintang menjelang 25jan nnt..
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ni utk et pulak.

awk,nk tau x..lepas kejadian "tak lebih saudara,tak lebih kawan" kn,kmi dh mcm kurang sikit dgn mr.biscuit.(nk pggl dia biscuit balik).kadang2 tak reply sms dia.taktau la kenapa..awk rase,adakah banie sedang mengamalkan dasar 'all or nothing'?hee.tp kadang2 buat mcm biasa..tp takde la nk layan flirt dia dh..harmless flirt..taktau dia perasan ke x..i know u wud say,"just treat him like a fren then."

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love"

bknlah kmi perasaan atau ape..cuma..i know he meant what he said.
"wah,banie..dh knl sgt ke dgn dia.."
takde la..tp..like i told u b4,i can feel it..bla org ikhlas dgn apa yg dicakapkan,kita boleh rasa keikhlasan tu..
"u think too much!and make things complicated je.just go with the flow.treat like a friend.nothing more,nothing less.."
mmgla..........ok,jgn pk byk sgt..takde ape pn..ok banie?!

sy lapa...huhu..sebenarnye ada lg 1 cerita..wah,banyak nye cerita!!!hehe..tp nnt la..sy lapa..
daaa~