~dilemma~

hv u guys ever fight with adik beradik?takde la fight yg pki side kick,flying kick,punch tu tp yg ala2 misunderstanding,row..msti la pnh kn..klu x,tak rencah ar hidup..

but my situation is difference.it more to cold war..the closest brother i ever had seems out of my reach dh.the only understanding brother who understand me and layankn je our (manja+me) fiil is somehow parting away..it was because of me and only me who had to go thru dis dilemma.i mean he stil the same closest,understanding,sporting brother to manja..sbb nya?hanya aku dan dia saja yg tau..

he arrived Klang lasnite around 9 and needed me to fetch him as b.long is not here,balik perak..on the way back home,lbhkrg 20minutes before we stop kat 1 kdi,sbb dia nk mkn,and sepanjang 20minutes tu i can count perkataan2 yg kitorang ckp..
"t dh tgk KAMI?"
"tak."
silence.kat kdi mkn pn,tak BORAK pape pn..and am not sure if he notice that i was avoiding looking at him into the eyes..no.because he is not the same b.ngah..mmg aku yg mulakan perang dingin ni sbb i am dissapointed..for what he did..kecewa sgt and i am the only one who knew this and i cant tell a single soul pn..

sedih sgt bla jadi mcm ni tp aku lg sedih+kecewa..smpi ati dia..

and i am so sorry if i cant be the same T lg..buat msa ni..